I’d like to believe that my life is totally perfect with everything going the way I want it to. But it isn’t. It has many ups and downs and lately a lot more downs in my family life. If this is an indication of how it is going to be for the next one year ahead it is sure gonna be a tough time trying to make things work.
Many a times, someone in your family just knows how to piss the hell outta you and all you wanna do is to punch them, say nasties or just wished they weren’t a part of your life in that fit of a moment. (C’mon admit it, everyone’s human and will think such thoughts even though U never/rarely act on them!) But after U cool down (that is if the person doesn’t instigate you to be even more furious), U realize that no matter what happens, or what you fight about, U just can’t live with or without that stupid someone.
Sometimes I just wish I can be invisible when I’m furious and everyone just leaves me alone. (Trust me I don’t need anger management classes because I rarely flare up) Somehow, family just knows how to pacify you and torment you equally. Parents nag not only to show concern and love and it also comes with age. We usually find nagging tormenting… (don’t you really? I can’t be the only soul that feels this way) But some nagging is good. if my parents stopped nagging at me one day I would find it unusual and feel uncomfortable. We humans are really hard to satisfy. It’s a love-hate relationship with everything we do!
Just wanted to rant here to release some tension in my bones cos sometimes everyone around U just can’t seem to understand you! I just needed an avenue to complain… thanks for listening!
XOXO
Jessica
Hope u feel better today ! Take care.
I do! Nothing’s better like a good night’s rest!